I feel very bad today after the final global commerce exam. Had I turn myself to be less moral than before? I know this is my fault for not having revised the lessons regularly. It’s all my fault. Where, where are you Hazel? Where is the girl who used to be the number one student at global commerce for both terms? Has she completely disappeared from the world?
It’s me! I cannot even believe I have changed so much. When did I become lazier? Come on, Hazel, I know you were tired after editing the math powerpoint presentation assignment, but please think of yourself, think carefully of the final exams! They worth 50% of your final mark! Remember! Now that things all have happened and it’s too late to turn back. There’s no turning back now. This is the real world, not the world you see in the Doraemon series that people can go to the past by using the time machine and change it. But in the actual world, we cannot fix our past. You cannot go back to last night and tell yourself to revise more carefully. 
What if I get a bad mark? I’d be laughed by people. I’d be so ashamed then. They won’t believe that the girl who used to get top scores in both terms last year receive a bad grade for her Commerce exam. But OK. I’ll try to stand it. It’s all my fault and there’s no turning back. It’s my fault for not revising carefully! I did, then I have to stand. No other people can stand it for me. 
That’s why I’m writing down this entry. I feel so bad and I need to write it all down to get it off my mind to study for math exam tomorrow. I feel very bad today after the final global commerce exam. Had I turn myself to be less moral than before? I know this is my fault for not having revised the lessons regularly. It’s all my fault. Where, where are you Hazel? Where is the girl who used to be the number one student at global commerce for both terms? Has she completely disappeared from the world?
It’s me! I cannot even believe I have changed so much. When did I become lazier? Come on, Hazel, I know you were tired after editing the math powerpoint presentation assignment, but please think of yourself, think carefully of the final exams! They worth 50% of your final mark! Remember! Now that things all have happened and it’s too late to turn back. There’s no turning back now. This is the real world, not the world you see in the Doraemon series that people can go to the past by using the time machine and change it. But in the actual world, we cannot fix our past. You cannot go back to last night and tell yourself to revise more carefully. 
What if I get a bad mark? I’d be laughed by people. I’d be so ashamed then. They won’t believe that the girl who used to get top scores in both terms last year receive a bad grade for her Commerce exam. But OK. I’ll try to stand it. It’s all my fault and there’s no turning back. It’s my fault for not revising carefully! I did, then I have to stand. No other people can stand it for me. 
That’s why I’m writing down this entry. I feel so bad and I need to write it all down to get it off my mind to study for math exam tomorrow. OK, so that’s all what happened and I need an advice. I need to be more concentrate. It’s useless to complain now – I can do nothing to return to the past and fix up everything. The best thing to do, better than just complaining, is thinking of improvement. So, tonight, revise carefully for your Math exam tomorrow. And, unless you need the computer for doing homework, NEVER EVER turn it on when you haven’t finish your homework. It’ll disrupt you and make you become less concentrate. 
Now REVISE for math! GET READY! Don’t be so lazy today and regret in the future!    OK, so that’s all what happened and I need an advice. I need to be more concentrate. It’s useless to complain now – I can do nothing to return to the past and fix up everything. The best thing to do, better than just complaining, is thinking of improvement. So, tonight, revise carefully for your Math exam tomorrow. And, unless you need the computer for doing homework, NEVER EVER turn it on when you haven’t finish your homework. It’ll disrupt you and make you become less concentrate. 
Now REVISE for math! GET READY! Don’t be so lazy today and regret in the future!    

20 Random Questions

1. If you learned you had only 120 days left to live, how would you spend those days?

-> I’d spend those days being with my beloved people and doing all my favorite works, esp. those which are incomplete.

2. What is your favorite saying?

-> “To be or not  to be, that is the question” (W.Shakespeare, Hamlet.)

3. What is your greatest fear?

-> Cockroaches.

4. What historical person do you most admire and why?

-> Song Qingling. She has great love for her country and always tried her hardest to save her country from warfare.

5. What living person do you most admire and why?

-> Gong Li. She’s not only gorgeous but also has a vivid acting and achieving the greatest goals.

6. On what kind of occasions do you lie?

-> I may lie when I don’t want to tell people a really hurting truth.

7. What living person do you most despise and why?

-> One of my classmates in year 4 who was really arrogant and often behaved badly to the teachers and my friends.

8. At what time of your life were you the happiest you can remember being?

-> When I was accepted to begin music lessons.

9. What is your favorite holiday so far?

-> My cultural trip in Australia with my school team.

10. What is your most prized possession?

-> My iPad.

11. What is your greatest talent?

-> My ability to learn and obtain linguistic data.

12. Which talent would you most like to have?

->Music talent.

13. What words or phrases do you overuse?

-> “Ohh man!”.

14. What is your greatest regret?

-> Canceling a trip to Halong Bay just for a Harry Potter sequel.

15. What do you most like and dislike about your appearance?

-> Honestly, err…

Like: My cosmic eyes, high nose, heart-shaped lips and chubby cheeks

-Dislike: A bit short in height, so many acnes, face skin is not so bright…I myself think if I was thinner, taller, less acnes and brighter skins then plus all those good things above I’d look somehow like a doll *blush*.

16.  How do you feel right now?

-> Sleepy.

17. What do you consider your  greatest achievement?

-> Getting the top score in Global Commerce in both terms

18. What 2 ppl (living or dead) have had the most influence on you? (Name the roles and reasons)

-> I’ll update later since it’s hard to think abt this question.

19. What 2 qualities in ppl do you most admire and why?

-> Update later.

20. What do you think is the most important life question?

-> “What is your purpose in life?”.

You Are My Destiny

Once upon a time,

There was one young girl who was born unlucky:  she was mentally challenged. This means that she had some problems with her thinking ability and could not have clear thoughts like other people.

From the moment she was born, she lived under a prejudice. Every one thought that she was a dumb, a dull or any bad words that they used to describe her. Every kids at her age teased her and played bad lies on her. She had no friends.

Even her family, the closest people to her and maybe the only ones that she could trust in, distinguished her in the way of treating. Her mom, her dad and her younger brother didn’t care about her, also her grandparents, aunts and uncles. They even treated her as bad as she was an excess to them. Worse, they thought that she was something which brings bad luck to their family. She could never hang out and live joyfully with them.  She had lived an unhappy life since birth until she was 16.

One day, when she was at home alone, there  was a woman came to her house and asked her:

-Hey darling, please buy this sweet bottle of honey. Your mom asked me to bring this to your house, and now all you have to do is purchase for it, and then have a sweet, sweet taste.

-Really? My mom really said that?

-Yeah, really! – the woman said with a sweet voice.

-OK, so how much is that bottle?

-$2, dear. This is a high-quality bottle of honey!

-OK, so here is your money – the girl quickly opened her wallet, took out some money and gave it to the strange woman.

Poor thing. She didn’t know that woman was a liar. Her mom didn’t asked her to purchase anything. She still thought “Yeah! I did make a good thing! I am a good girl! Mommy and daddy will be proud of me!”

Later her mom, dad and younger brother came home after a fun day out.

-I did bought the honey bottle for you, Mommy! – the girl said aloud happily.

But, opposite to her thought, both her mom and dad stared at her strangely.

-Which can of bottle? – her mom asked.

-This one! – she took out the bottle and showed them.

Her parents even felt more strange. And, after a while, they grab her on her shirt and shouted angrily at her:

-YOU DUMB! YOU DULL! YOU FOOL! YOU STUPID! YOU MONSTER! YOU BASTARD!!!!!!!!!AARRRRRRRRRRGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! We lost our money! I didn’t bought any honey bottle! She must be lying to you!!

-Wh…Wh…Why??? She said so!!!

-If she said so, then you must called me to ask whether I asked you to buy it or not, bastard!! YOU were such a DEBT to our family!!! GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE!! WE DON’T DARE TO SEE YOU ONCE AGAIN! YOU MONSTER!!! YOU CRAZY!!! FUCK YOU!!!!

-Bleaughhh…Bleaughhhh…Bleaugh…Stupid!! It’s worthy for you to get out from our family! – her little brother was shouting while sticking his tongue at her.

-GET OUT, GET OUT OF HERE, YOU BASTARD!!!!!!!! – them all shouted.

Even her younger brother kicked her ass, so she fell of the door of the family’s house. The poor young girl was shocked and completely didn’t believe everything that happened with her.

VAS ‘s horror ghost story

Who know?

The tragic ghost story of VAS
At the ending of Oct, when it’s nearly Halloween, it was rumored that there was a ghost appeared at the school’s dormitory for boarder students. Many students was frightened, and even terrified, but some other students, including me, still wondered if it’s true or not…

…And what to say? Over a week later the rumor was proved true.

It was about 12:30pm and the weather was quite hot and sunny after the rain. While standing beside the school gate, a guardian suddenly saw a strange dog carrying an unusual white bone. “It was a very abnormal white, pale bone” –said the guardian. Besides, the dog’s legs are also wet and dirty. It seems like the dog had just walked out from the muddy skin after the rain. Thinking of that, the guardian walked towards the muddy area in the school’s back yard. And yes, his thoughts was true: He saw a shallow, wet hole with footprints of a dog. No more doubts…must be here. After calling several more friends, they started to dig the hole. An hour later…Guess what??? They digged up a skeleton!!!

For about 2 weeks, this story became the title of most chats and discussions of the students of VAS and several other schools around the area. It was proved that the skeleton belongs to a 12-year-old girl. We were wondering if she was also a VAS student. The guardians have digged up the whole area around but found nothing more. But, it was noteworthy that the boarder students also said that they saw a small female ghost, aged around 10-12.

“Was the ghost wearing VAS uniform?” –one student asked.

“Err, I…I really don’t know, cuz when I saw the ghost I was terrified, so that I didn’t have enough courage to look at the ghost completely. But I think she was wearing something like a skirt”- a boarder student replied.

You may think that this is just a fake, this is just something they enlarged to…make money, as the students from other schools rumored. But, we can’t deny that a skeleton was digged up. This is 100% true. And what do you think will happen next? No one knows. Anything can be…But anyway, all VAS students, don’t be so terrified of the ghost. You did nothing wrong to her.

(From VAS Times, November 2009)

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